This year was...simply awesome...and tough,..but i can most likely say that this year has been the best.
I don't know where to start...but...I think..this amazing year actually started in June...when I graduated high school.  It was amazing...after 4 years of pure high school hell....I had finally graduated...and left that horrid place...and also left some very special people behind in the process.  A month later, I'm off to Rome to spend half a month with my best friend Alex.  I had the most amazing time ever...everyday was a new adventure...and every night was a new party :).  I finally got to spread my wings in a way that I never have before...I had no worries..made new friends...and had the best time of my life...until I got back from Rome...that is when my life really took a turn on the good side...
I met two of "older brothers".  Ralph and Lee :)...im not even going to try to describe them because it will take too long..hahahahahahahaaha
I started college as well...and passed my classes ^_^  I have a job now too!
I work at American Eagle now...and im going to get a 56 hour pay check coming next week^_^ WHOOP
Maybe..one of the best..and worst things that happened this year though was...that i think I fell in love...and im not writing any names..because Ralph will kill him...hahahaha....Although...i was never a boyfriend...i was stuck between a friend..and...god knows what.....i got too attached...and well...bah...i fell fast..but....he isn't worth my time....so now im looking again...o...and Ralph is trying to hook me up with whomever he sees fit for me..hahahahaha.

For next year...here are my resoulutions
1.Stop falling for people who can't appreciate me for..me...
2.Get straight A's next semester.
3.Tell Ralph everything from now on..so he doesn't have a heart attack while worrying about me...
4.Find a boyfriend...that isn't stupid(not saying you are) and independent.
5.GO TO EOS ^_^

And finally to you...well...I already told you everything...but here it is again.
I honestly can't keep up with this anymore...For the last five months...I've been stuck imbetween a friend..and whatever else you want to call me...I'm done.  I can't stick around my entire life and wait for you to learn to take control your own life, I have a life to live too.  I should of let you go two months ago..but i stayed positive..and well then....it just didn't work...and then i realized I fell in love...and that you could turn my whole world upside-down with a simple sentence...Unrequited love isn't something i enjoy..especially when you try to use it to your own advantage......i don't feel like saying anymore...it's too much to type..and I have a party to attend..I already spent hours telling you this and this is all your going to get....I've spent too much time on you...
SOOOOO EVERYONE...
I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR NEW YEARS!!!!!!
See you in 2009!!!!!!

For the last few weeks, I've been very on edge.  I feel as though some of the people closest to me are pulling away from me.   I don't know why, they just seem to be drifting further and further away..and I hate it.  It leaves this empty void which i want to fill but I don't know how to fill.  Maybe it's me...I don't know...but I know I now..I don't have time to worry about this..I have soo much to do...but it still kills me inside..>_>
It kinda sucks.

Hai ^_^